Drip Drop

What am I going to write? I don’t have any idea, I’ll just go along with whatever pops in my mind. There is no theme or topic that I am particularly interested in at the moment. My head is just full of these detracting ideas that I try to be careful not to spill some of it here. I am sick, and I have this terrible case of stuffy nose. I have to use my mouth to breathe because eer… I don’t want to get into much detail. Yeah, I have a stuffy nose and cough. So, let’s get on with today’s issue.

Okay, since I am sick because I got rained on the other day… It would just be right to talk about rain, I think. *LOL*

Remember when you were a kid and it rains, and you can see the whole thing take place from inside that window. Remember that fuzzy, warm feeling you get just by watching it? And at times you would want to dash outside and play in the rain like the playful little rascal that you are and you just wouldn’t care what your parents would say when you go back inside the house all wet and dripping. It’s a thrill to do that. You know how it is when they always tell you to stay inside or to some place where you can protect yourself from the rain, or use an umbrella. And as a kid, not knowing how being sick could actually be deleterious to me because I thought that I would always get better every time I got sick because we had like a clinic not far away from our house that time, and the thought of just going out there when its happening which would have made my grandparents fume had been so appealing. Every time I saw kids just romping about in their dirty frayed clothes in the rain, splashing unclean water against each other and just having a whale of a time made me terribly envious. I never really had the chance to do that until now, well… I had but I didn’t take it. Maybe one of these days I’ll do it. Hahaha! I probably would land the headlines on the next days news, “Woman fulfilled one of her childhood dreams in the rain” or something along that line. It’s just that, there would always be that kid in you that you have to let out once in a while. Don’t suppress it because you would only damage yourself emotionally if you do. It’s okay to be crazy once in a while, in fact it’s great! You don’t have to live a day twice, do something different each day and just go out wild sometimes but of course there are bounds and consequences to consider, act with discretion. Would it not be great to retrospect one day and realize that you’ve lived a full life and taken as many chances as you had? Because you know, if you just sat there and waited all the time for some action to transpire in your life then you will never get to see the real beauty of it. Life is too short for dilly-dallying and being in a state of limbo, be proactive and take initiative! Visit places, travel! Tell that someone special that you loveee them! Do something worthy of your time here… fulfill your weird childish aspirations like mine, to go out and get wet in the rain!

Okay, so I don’t know how talking about rain suddenly shifted to pep talk… *thoughtful*

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I probably would be gone for a while.
Gotta clear some things up with myself.

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